A 2 words question that’s by far the trickiest question I have ever faced in my 17 yrs life , “about me “ !? can you really summarize yourself in words , because honestly I can’t !! no one can and whoever says otherwise is obviously haven’t understood the real meaning
Of this Question !
So why did I decide to update my profile ?! , nothing really , I think boredom has something to do with it actually ..so before you go any further just one advise “don’t judge me before you know me , the real me “ ..
So my update will go like this :
Hala is my name , it means welcome In Arabic , Why was I named like that ?! it’s simply because I was the second daughter and that’s my parents way of welcoming me to the family ! im 17 yrs old living currently in Jordan , although I lived all my life in the UAE , but I’ve moved recently to Jordan which isn’t that bad actually im still getting used to it though .. on a physical state I was called cute , good looking and sexy at some points , but again would you really try to make friends with me just coz of my looks coz here is a truth I attend to ignore-send-to-trash almost every message I receive , so if you just read the cute and sexy part and send me a message the chances of me even opening it is slim to NONE , if there is something I can’t stand then it ‘s superficiality and believe me if you are one of those people if I were you I would just press the back button coz you aren’t welcome here .. moving on , mentally : yes I was called crazy and mentally disable and telling you the truth I know at some point of my life I would be wearing the white straight jacket and that would be for the greater good for both my sanity (or insanity it depends on which POV are you talking about ! ) and for the world’s safety … im ambitious for a great big deal , I ‘ve decided to study journalism and in good 10 , 15 yrs I can see myself with my own newspaper to publish and with a book of my own, and don’t give that crap of the chances of me dying now , coz I can perfectly see tomorrow !! in an emotional state , I practice Optimism , and it means being optimistic about almost everything ( im a human after all I have my down moments ) I always try to find the bright sides of life , it’s always good news , bad news for me and the trickiest part is finding that good news among piles of bad ones .. motto in life : it’s going to be okay at the end , if it’s not okay then it’s not the end .. you should never be satisfied coz if you did then it’s the end !
Im a freaking straight edger I would lecture you even If didn’t know you and I would tell you bluntl
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y that each cigar you smoke takes away 7 minutes of your life and each glass you drink wrap your liver in wax ! and that the majority of people who die from smoking are just a second hand smoking victim that’s why I would shove that cigar up in your ass if you blew smoke in my face !!
And I take stray animals to my house , feed them and clean them , this is something new I found myself doing , now that I don’t live in a building and I have a lot of space .. it seems that I have a really soft spots for homeless and sheltered animals of all kind , and I despise people who would just hate animals for no reason !! so the bottom line , I’m now a great PETA supportive and a proud VEGAN !!!

Im a huge homosexual rights supportive not just because I see nothing wrong or un-holy with it but because I consider myself a bisexual , but that doesn’t mean I would go around groping and touching people’s asses .. I appreciate all kind of beauty in all known and unknown ways , I don’t think I would have to face any type of problems if I fell in love with someone who share my same gender (my parents would though ) , it’s not the gender you share that matters it’s what else you do !! so along with superficial , homophobe , sexist and racist .. if you follow these type of people then again that green back button looks so tempting !! and again don’t judge me before knowing the real me ..and im not saying that because I’m a prone in making people hate me or something coz I know that you would hate me at some points I know that would , but im writing this coz I’ve met people here at hi5 that I consider my best friends and I know that out there in this enormous world there are people who share my same ideas and thoughts , they are there but it’s your role to look for them .. one last thing , I believe in soul mate coz I have found mine !! Love yah forever Joe !!
In a religious way I would bluntly say that im not religious and I shall never be ! I’m happy the way iam , I had people telling me that I would change once im growing up and mature but again why would I ?! if im convinced on what im doing ! why change ? but I don’t blame them coz they live in a society where majority of girls think only about make up and boys ( girls in some cases) so they think that minority doesn’t exist anymore , but I’m a proof that it does .. in my 17 yrs of living I only had one or 2 close people that I dare calling them more than just friends .. it’s one of the hardest thing in life to find and build relations with others , so how about doing that then being separated !?
But im not talking about that , im talking about people who will look you up and down just coz you aren’t doing what other people are doing , I think by now you have figured that im not your typical ordinary Arabic girl , and I shall never be , coz one thing that would kill me for sure is being ordinary , so I won’t care anymore about your stares or your lectures coz I have a mind of my own , and im not immature coz you have no right to speak my mind when you can’t speak yours !! so again im not religious coz I don’t care if there is a god , coz im the one who is making my path ,
I’m the one who suffers and faces ups and downs so when it comes to living my life my religion is left by the door , and believe me my open-mindedness is rare to find in an Arabic –Muslim community …so try living my life , will ya ?!

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